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[closed] the only constant is change

Who: the Fallout AU crew
Setting: the Commonwealth
Summary: BoS things, institute things
Warnings: Fallout warnings, smut
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- minor timeskip to when the BoS has its feet under it again, shaun asks riley to go up and keep an eye on them and deacon goes with
- they get assigned to a BoS squad composed of AU versions of chancellery guards (paladin archimedes o'hallan, knight-captain anthony norris, lancer-sargeant alex reyes, knight riley reynolds, knight everett wynter, knight henry "hal" saller, aspirant 'jack' "deacon" 'priest')
- maybe some minor quests involving getting to know them, gotta get some solid Bonding going
- sarrith (sarah, secret enclave remnant) and sal's romeo and juliet romance
- that one quest where you get the nukes from the glowing sea for the BoS
- wynter's mistake and gradual ghoulification and the position it puts the squad in
- blind betrayal

- shaun announces ferran officially as his successor
- ferran dealing with the short institute quests that result from that
- shaun discovering ferran's a slut and trying to talk to him about it
- zetta freaking out bc they're spending all this time waiting for her to recover and dealing with the BoS, and not having the time to try to figure out a way to save shaun
- zetta, in general, driving shaun slowly up the wall because she's cooped up and needs to be kept occupied or else Bad Things Start Happening, why is this shaun's life, this was not what he was expecting at all
- ferran going on missions with x6-88 / house divided, warwick
- nathan and zay's one night stand with ferran becoming not a one night stand any more
- at some point we need to have nathan call deacon a mongrel to his face so zetta can go positively nuclear
- zay finding out nathan is taking buffout

- build towards the railroad and institute being on better terms (not *stable*, but they need to be in a position where they're willing to make an alliance at the battle for bunker hill and afterwards to take the BoS down)
- probably need to do a meeting with dez and carrington, bc jfc (and ferran being the next director makes it easier to make negotiations on the institute's behalf though shaun probably doesnt fully trust him with that wrt the railroad yet, shaun needs to see ferran make decisions that benefit the institute OVER the railroad for that)

- mass fusion happens before battle for bunker hill, lighting a fire under the brotherhood's ass (still use it as the faction cut-off point?)
- at the battle, brotherhood wins -- keeping them a legitimate threat and serving as the push for the institute and railroad to work together against them

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well, oh, it seems you're a lot like me
you dug yourself into places you never thought you would be
but don't you fret, and don't you mind
the only constant is change,
and you never know what you'll find

yeah, tomorrow i might wake up nice and clean
and i might believe the things i said i didn't mean
and this might turn and wind up just the way we'd dreamed
and i might become the things i swore i'd always be

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[Nathan slowly ends the last kiss and draws away so they can plan the next phase.]

Ferran is back. Are you ready?

Ah. [It's time. (Finally.)

Zay decides to start his answer by rocking harder against Nathan and raising his eyebrows.] You can't tell?

It would be rude to assume.

[Over the last ten minutes of Zay's subtle rocking, Nathan's cock had gradually started to grow again, enough for him to be fairly confident that he was ready for another round.]

Any preferences on how we position this? [He remembers last time Zay had a few very specific positions that he didn't want Ferran to have him in.]

No. [Zay doesn't hesitate in his answer. He can't think of a way for them to make their chain in a way that would cross the lines he'd drawn before.] Whatever you'd like should be fine, Nate.

[His chest warms at the nickname. Zay's name for him.

He wants to be standing if he can. That's part of the Silver Shroud fantasy. But he also wants to be able to see Zay's face.

...but if the bed is high enough...

...fortunately, he's not too tall...]

Try scooting to the edge of the bed. Face up. I'll stand. The Shroud behind me.

[Zay's heartbeat quickens at the mental image. He'll be able to watch Nathan's expressions this way.]

Alright. [He presses a kiss beside Nathan's mouth, but won't start moving until Nathan gets up.]

[Nathan smooths his hand over Zay's cheek and then rolls off the bed.

Ferran listened to Nathan's plan, his eyes half-lidded and his limbs loose and relaxed.]

Is there anything in particular you want me to do? Anything you want me to say? Should I pretend to be the Shroud, or just silently fuck you in costume?

[Ferran looks perfectly content, and they haven't even started.

But his questions raise a nagging feeling in the back of Zay's mind, and his brows twitch down slightly. This is for Nathan -- He's said it repeatedly, and he does mean it. But...

He sits up on an elbow.] That question can be extended to you, as well. Is there anything you want?

[Playing a little game with the shower is one thing, but Zay doesn't feel comfortable with Ferran remaining a simple prop for the entire encounter.]

[The shot of Med-X that he had in the bathroom to mellow his thoughts makes it a little harder to hide the surprise and confusion on his face. Usually when couples bring him in to spice up their sex life, his desires aren't high on the priority list. Fortunately for him, he's easy to please.]

Just tell me I'm gorgeous and my arse is amazing and I'll be happy.

[He doesn't seem to have expected that. Zay doesn't know why; Ferran gave him a hard time last time for asking. He's rather relieved he didn't this time, though. It makes some part in the back of his mind relax -- It's difficult to explain. But knowing what they can do for him, not just what he can do for them? It matters to Zay.

Ferran's request, though, makes him huff in laughter.] Yes, alright. We can do that. [Zay sits up and looks to Nathan; it's his turn to answer questions, now. They aren't ones Zay can answer for him, because he has no idea what his Shroud fantasies are like.]

It's manifestly true, so it's not even difficult. [Ferran is gorgeous, and his arse is amazing. It would almost make Nathan feel insecure to be naked next to Ferran naked, except he largely just feels lucky to get to ogle Ferran.]

As for the Shroud...whatever you feel comfortable doing. I don't think I could handle full Shroud radio dialogue during sex without laughing, but if you want to ad lib a little about justice I wouldn't complain.

[As Nathan answers, Zay starts to slide across the bed, down to the end, so he's where he should be for the plan. He lets his legs hang over the edge, and he decides to take advantage of being close to them both. With one hand, he reaches for one of Nathan's, to lift it so he can kiss his knuckles. The other, he simply rests on Ferran's chest.]

[Nathan smiles at Zay. It's probably an embarrassingly sappy smile, but there's only the three of them in the room and Ferran probably can't see it from his angle, so Nathan isn't going to worry about it.]

Well.

I suppose this is the awkward part. Starting.

[He's only half hard, Ferran has clothes on, neither he nor Zay have been prepared... That's probably a good place to begin.]

Ferran, nightstand, top drawer.

[Nathan levels him with that smile, and it isn't fair that he starts talking right afterwards, because Zay wants to kiss him, and now he has to wait.

Once he's finished telling Ferran where to find the lube, Zay lets go of his hand so he can reach up and cup the back of Nathan's neck, encourage him to lean in for a soft, but probing kiss. God, he loves him.]

[Nathan bends over Zay and kisses him. In moments like these he wonders why it took them ten years to find this. Working side by side for years and it took them this long to see how well they fit together. It seems so obvious now, and yet he was so oblivious before.]

[Zay slides his other hand to Nathan's hip, trying to urge him closer. The kiss has only just started and Zay is aching for him again, desperation increasing quickly. He doesn't want to push the kiss, but god -- He wants him.]

[Nathan steps closer, between his legs, and the brief moment of awkwardness from earlier is gone. He turns the kiss deeper as Ferran returns and wordlessly slips the lube into his hand.]

[Zay moans lowly into the kiss as Nathan deepens it, his fingers digging into his hip. He leans his legs against Nathan's, extra points of contact. He hears Ferran return, but only opens his eyes briefly to look at him from under half-lowered eyelids, hazy with lust, before he closes them again.]

[Slowly, Nathan comes back up for air, breaks the kiss, and goes back in for one last lingering press of lips before he draws away. He needs to be able to see what he's doing, at least to start. He slathers some lube on his fingers.]

[Zay tries to chase his lips, even after the last kiss. But then Nathan is opening the bottle of lube and oh, yes. He settles back, propping himself up on his elbows like before, and watches Nathan with intense anticipation.]

[He circles Zay's entrance with one slicked up finger, then presses inside up to the first knuckle.]

God, you look fantastic like this.

[Zay's eyes flutter as Nathan's finger circles, and then a small, low noise escapes him as he presses in with it. God, yes. He's fucking ready.]

Not as fantastic as someone else would, I'm sure. [Despite the words, Zay doesn't sound the slightest insecure. His eyes flick to Ferran.] We'll have to make sure you get that experience some other time. [Because there's no point in pretending any more that there won't be another time.]

Switch it around and have you fuck me while I fuck him? God, yes.

[He removes his finger and squeezes more lube onto his hand, then passes the tube back to Ferran.]

I wish there was a way to do this where I could watch both of you.

We could get you a mirror to hang on the wall, [Zay grins, quirking his eyebrows up.]

Cliche and kinky, and yet extremely tempting right now.

[His finger returns to Zay's hole, slipping inside further this time.]

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