[When Riley says that, Ferran has the same unsettled and contradictory feelings he always does. Part of him wants to curl up with Riley and Zetta and bask in their affection. Part of him wants to leave the house and go find a total stranger in a seedy club to press him down on a dirty mattress.
He won't, because he promised Riley and Zetta that he wouldn't do things like that any more. If it were just his own safety on the line, it wouldn't matter, but he can't risk infecting them with something he picked up from barebacking with drug addicts.]
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He won't, because he promised Riley and Zetta that he wouldn't do things like that any more. If it were just his own safety on the line, it wouldn't matter, but he can't risk infecting them with something he picked up from barebacking with drug addicts.]